Broken

I am broken.
Yes, its true.
I am broken.
How 'bout you?
I am open
A book for all to see
Everybody can get in
Please don't trample me.
Foolish dreamer
That's how the song goes
Its what so many see
I'm left with nightmares
Every waking hour
The Alpha dogs gnawing
At my flesh, my soul
Piece by piece, to the bone
There are no words
For the pain of words.
Like alcohol raining down
Over razor cuts
Criss crossing my skin
Bubbling burning churning.
Stop! 
Lock it up.
Just let it go.
Its not personal.
Oh no? 
Well, I think so.
You know some only feel
Satisfaction in the crush
Of something beneath their feet
And I feel the pieces
Shatter 
And they scatter.
In the wind.
Well, thats just me,
Take it all in
Until the cracks seap.
And that's just them
Dishing their sin.
With a grotesque grin
Plausible deniability.
Willfully ignorant.
Duplicity
Multiplicity
But everyone can see. 
Now I know
I am just a stepping stone
Insidious little megalomaniacs
So sure of themselves
Tiny tin Gods
Building castles of sand
Its a temporary reign
I dont think they know
The tide is coming in