I cannot believe the things I feel and yet cannot find the words to express
everything is inside and battering at me to escape - but it can't
I want to tell you
But I just can't explain
I am stuck being the one you think is dumb
the one who sounds so shallow
but I think that you could drown in me if you could find the way
the way to the center of my being -
where it all is - where the ideas all swirl in a storm
inside my mind lies the key to the universe.
Because I am you and you are me - we are all what we see but cannot
express. 
I don't know how to even scream out my pain
There is something deep within my core that
needs to escape but it is caged.
Caged by the constraints of society - of what is acceptable
God
Rip me open
Tear me apart
Let everyone see what is real
What is going on - what the fuck is going on ?
Why are we so blind to everything around us?
Why do we just traipse through life blind to responsibilities?
Why do we put on a show, all of us actors?
Many, oh too many,
Worthy of Oscars.
We only show what we think will bring the applause
Because we cannot bear the loneliness of silence